2021.10.19 01:39 dirtbikr69 Is there a name for my sexuality?
I’m a man as in I was born as a man and I have a penis.
I have sex with men who have penises, but sometimes am attracted to women with vaginas.
Is there a label I can use ahead of my first sex therapy appointment?
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2021.10.19 01:39 unionsquared1121 Does anyone know the cell phone policy?
I've noticed this season (I don't remember previous seasons) there is the occasional scene with one of the cast members with their phone. I know Jersey Shore, The Challenge, Real World, etc... it is off limits, so I was just curious.
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2021.10.19 01:39 ReadingFinancial50 $55 per hour. I wish I could fly throughtraffic
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2021.10.19 01:39 Schunkk I'm teaching myself of to draw during all of my life, but I think I'm stuck.
Hi. I've been trying to learn things by reading books which teaches how to draw anatomy, but I'm not sure if it's the best way to learn it, because it seems like I'm not learning it "the right way". During all of my life I've been teaching myself how to draw, due to that, my school teachers (when I show them my drawings) say they're pretty good. But still, I had no guide and I know my drawings aren't good enough compared to people who actually know a lot about drawing. I have looked for some books that shows people how to draw anatomy, but as I said, I think i'm not learning it "the right way". I've seem a lot of professionals talking about the "principles" and "composition" of drawing, and I have never actually looked for it, I guess that it maybe be one of the reasons of why I'm struggling to learn? I don't know. The books I did read actually helped me significantly, but I think I'm stuck. I saw a video from a channel called "Drawing Art Academy", and in this video the guy who was speaking there said that "how to draw books" are not enough, and the best way to learn is by attending a course; this channel offers a courses of drawing, and the one the video was about is the "Life Drawing Academy". It looks like a good course, I thought about buying it, but the price is out of question. Actually, if I were born in a developed country, it would be that expensive, because they offers two options, one which costs $297 and the other which is $997. But when converting it to my local currency, it's too expensive, even the cheapest option ($297) is too much, so I guess a online course is something impossible for now, actually, I was initially going to ask here which online course is the best for realistic drawing, but there's no rational reason to ask it. So, even though I'm not sure if it's a good way to learn, which books would you recommend for me to help me effectively learn how to draw? I pretend to draw realism, just like the renaissance paintings.
Here's an example of one of my drawings:
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2021.10.19 01:39 OrcasEatSharks Helps understand Seattle's homeless and mental illness problem: ‘I Don’t Know That I Would Even Call It Meth Anymore’ (The Atlantic)
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2021.10.19 01:39 thMasterBaiter Hunter Fashion in a Nutshell
2021.10.19 01:39 Zealousideal_Put_747 If you sale your amc for the other stock you fallen for the biggest shill campaign to date
They been trying to get us to sale for the last 9 months using a variety of tactics, but the report which only covers January is going to be used to try to get us to sale and buy the other stock , don’t fall for it
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2021.10.19 01:39 presque-veux [Climate Adaptation] Invasive Carp of Kentucky | PBS
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2021.10.19 01:39 _Lisu_ Minecraft Pocket Edition and Android 12? [bedrock][android]
Hi guys, so I have an android 12, and my minecraft just force closes. It's not working on the latest android yet or there's some problem with my phone only?
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2021.10.19 01:39 ratchet7 "Find Fireteam" promising Flawless Trials are Scams
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2021.10.19 01:39 Kinky_Kurves Ohio couple here looking for another female who wants to come and enjoy this sexy milf a blunt and some good dick 😈😈💦
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2021.10.19 01:39 AS-IXIX Ky Mains Greatest Weapons
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2021.10.19 01:39 defective-potato Fighting sans on console be like
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2021.10.19 01:39 Breyes011 Is it possible to sew faux fur on this
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2021.10.19 01:39 grotesk1tty Wisdom teeth bone spurs- are they normal?
So I had my wisdom teeth removed Friday. Today only one side is swollen and painful and there is... a decent chunk of tooth sticking out of my gums. It's embedded enough to be stuck, but loose enough to scrape the hell out of my gums and cheek. I've already got problems with the dentist who did it, as my stitches on one side came out the day of, and they left a big chunk of gums sticking out on the other side, both bottom teeth. The top left is giving me issues, still incredibly swollen on my left cheek, it hurts so goddamn bad. This tooth wasn't even impacted. Did they fuck up? Should I go back, have it removed? Do I wait?
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2021.10.19 01:39 Cheese-It17 I can’t find out how to set the first turn of the clan boss calculator to just use a1. Can someone enlighten me?
2021.10.19 01:39 Mobilelurk The studio introductions is the most tense part of Halloween Kills.
I'm serious. 'Logo Kills' is the most atmospheric track on the soundtrack and it really makes you feel like the movie is going to be dark, horrific and tense. The movie itself doesn't really live up to that feeling but for the first minute of the movie I was really sold.
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2021.10.19 01:39 Aggravating_Royal945 I need bells
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2021.10.19 01:39 verakna A day in the Lives of Lilly
I go there in my dreams. A three story house. I've been going there since I was a little kid. My first run in with this house it was a safe haven from nightmares. the first floor is round with a room that leads to the spiral stair case. It is huge on the inside but it has taken me a long time to open doors to explore more.
This place is always changing, you have to know what you are looking for to find where you want to go. (Ex- a door or a window that was once a picture frame or bare wall.) At first it was just the round room. it has a few sofas and a table with a fireplace. Its warm and comfortable. a safe sepia room. The furniture changes but the house does not as a rule. the walls are white drywall that has been covered in art. it was like many people came and drew all over the walls, whatever they want. Its vibrant and busy and draws the eye. its easy to get lost in the walls.
The stone arch doorway is shaped like an arrowhead and leads to a wooden spiral staircase, this is how you reach each floor. So far I have conquered two floors over the course of around twenty years. (they started when i was 8 or 9 ish so that's an approximate) There are dark things that share my house. I have managed to banish the first floor completely and part of the second floor but it is a constant battle. An infestation.
Banishment of the first floor: I was having a normal dream, ended up at the house which happens on occasion. (its not an every night thing. Let me clarify something. I've never been to this place outside of a dream. It doesn't resemble a home or school I used to go to.. I've searched.) I was in the house in the safe space and decided to adventure further in. In the first main corridor I found people stood like wax figures. Sometimes when you pass them their limbs do this weird twitchy vibrate thing (like a looping skip in a cd) so I just kind of Nope away from them if they do that.
One of the dark things found me. It was humanoid in appearance. It looked like a girl with a big sharp toothed smile. Her eyes are black and her hair was long and black, it was ratted and tangled, covered in some kind of dirt or moss or something. She wore all white, kind of featureless sort of dress. She started laughing and told me she was going to kill me. So I dipped out. I ran through these long stone halls for hours it seemed before two girls pulled me into a room to hide. I was in there for days. When I say days I mean, I slept, had other random dreams, woke up and I was still in this empty room with two strange girls and a dirty mattress. They didn't want to really talk, we had to stay quiet. We talked more in charades and expressions. One night I was sitting against the door, One girl was laying with her back to us, the other girl sat sleeping sitting up on the bed. The girl facing away starts laughing.
We look at her and she moves weird, two hands slither through her hair, long pointed featureless fingers. They pull the girls head off as if she was a barbie and she holds it up above her and laughs. Its the spooky girl from earlier. She is just jovial. Laughing until shes crying holding this girl's head.
"I've got you! I've finally caught you and now I have her head! Look Look!" she laughed. For some reason at that point I realized it couldn't actually hurt me. It was feeding on the fear and I stopped feeding it. When I told it that I was not afraid of it, and it needed to get out of my house, the room vanished and I was in a normal looking dining room. It has a big round table with chairs and red walls. there are always fresh roses on the centerpiece. Pretty snazzy. It hasn't changed since then.
The dreams go on like this, fighting against dark things that are poisoning my home and banishing them out.
I wake up. For real this time.
I'm in my bedroom. My wife is usually up playing a game or working on stuff for D&D. I then have to readjust to my life again. I make a cup of coffee and I hear a whisper of a man behind me.
"You're fucking it up." he hisses in my ear. I turn around to find no one. I've gotten used to these things. The whispers are constant usually. I hear people speaking like in a room next to mine, muffled so that I can only make out a few words. Not always in english either, sometimes I can't identify the language.
The whispers are not the internal ones. Two different things. The internal ones are my star fleet so to speak. My brain sounds like ten people trying to decide what to do today. I have some coffee while they try to hash it out. Looks like today they cannot come to an agreement. They argue with one another. I begin to get agitated. I want to be alone in the quiet to think, But also really want to spend time with my wife, Get the house together and go to the grocery store.
Instead I find myself restless. It is not like this all the time, only on discordant days in the brain. I end up staring at the wall in the silence, just listening and observing. Sometimes the walls will breathe or the floor disappears and I'm trapped on the couch, afraid to fall to my death. Brain team comes together and we realize I'm fine. I'm home. The floor comes back. I spend time with my wife. I go to the grocery store.
While I'm at the store, I see every single person I pass stop to stare at me. My friend doesn't seem to notice these rude people just gawking. Sometimes they'll snicker at me or point. drawing more attention. I decide to flaunt it. Give them a reason to stare. I find myself speaking louder, becoming more charismatic around my friend, trying to make her laugh, show these people they are wrong for staring at me like a monster. Halfway through the trip I find myself trapped in the soda isle of a Walmart. I have my mask on and I'm a bit anxious about the pandemic and the general polar political stuff going on too, I just wanna get my shit and leave at this point. I look and there is no way out of the isle. So I try to remain calm and keep walking. This time I got lucky and I was able to walk through and it stopped. I realize that no one is actually looking at me. I know better than to ask my friend. That would freak her out, I don't have many friends anymore and no one treats you the same after you tell them you're a Schizophrenic.
(((It's not something I talk about with my family often. I don't like telling people about the things I see.. feel.. hear. I do not want people to look at me with the *bish you crazy* Im ashamed of it and I hate it. It is painful and an every day struggle for me. I post this here to tell some of the wild shit that I experience. Please don't comment telling me I need to be medicated, Believe me I've tried. I'm not trying to lose time or have constant mania. )))
We ride home, Talk, laugh. I see people walking on the side of the road, She didnt. I come home and relax. I now do not have the energy to clean the house because I had been in fight or flight in the hell that is WalMart. I sit down and watch some YouTube. Enjoying some Memes, eating some string cheese, Golden.
I see an old man in my house. (only my wife, cats, ancient pup, and frog live here. no one visits lol) He is long and lanky, His mouth open too wide and his eyes staring at me. I'm talking to my wife and freeze to stare in horror as this old guy scurries on my ceiling like a spider and dips into the bathroom. I'm clearly scared. My wife asks what is wrong. I tell her and she checks and assures me he isnt there.
We laugh about the absurdity... "must have had to drop a mad duce. Hes not there now its fine." then we look at each Other with a weird look at the same time. And I just know he went into the mirror in the bathroom. The mirrors are usually where my hallucinations come in and out, or large dark spots like shadows.
I decide its time to go chill upstairs. I peek into the bathroom and see nothing. I get onto the stairs and happen to look down and see him poking his head out from the top of the bathroom door. smiling at me.. that creepy old pervert kinda smile. I'm instantly disturbed and begin up the stairs a bit faster. I feel the vibration of him crawling on the ceiling and jumping onto the stairs behind me. I hear it. I start panicking and running. I feel him tickle my sides with his long dirty nails and laugh saying "tickle tickle" in this disgusting creepy voice. I am pretty sure I levitated from fear to the room (Aka- jumped up the rest of the stairs) I was screaming as I came into the room to my very startled wife.
I break down and explain what had happened. I see him still sitting on all fours. peeking into the cracked door until my cat came. He seemed to be afraid of him and quickly scuttled back down the stairs.
Then I get to go back to sleep. I may post more stories, I'm not sure if this is the right place for these things...
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2021.10.19 01:39 thepinkwool I just want him to carry me [OC]