Hi, I'm Dom. And I want to feel

2021.10.19 00:27 Throwaway-16485026 Hi, I'm Dom. And I want to feel

Hey, alt account because I don't want anyone I know knowing about this.

I'm writing here because anywhere else is going to have consequences. I just need something. Lately I've been feeling pretty bad, but I've been actively lifting my mood. I'm having mood swings and all that other bs. My mind has just been so scrambled, it's been for a while now. But recently it's gotten worse.

My social life is good, the best it's been. It's what makes me happy. School has not been kind, or rather I just can't seem to turn in anything out of some fucking reason. I've just felt so numb. I'm not sad. I'm not happy. I'm angry at myself and that's all. I'm making up lies in my head and convincing myself it's the truth.

Now it's the end of the quarter, I have D's spewing everywhere. My mom came in my room about half an hour ago and yelled at me, but yet still fucking nothing. I was at least hoping to cry? Maybe just a hint of fucking remorse for killing my own future and ruining her entire month.

I don't even know what to write to be honest. I'm just angry. I know that it would be better if I wasn't a roadblock for everyone. It's nice to fantasize of drifting from all my problems in death's soothing arms but I know I'll never go through with it. But I do want to leave everyone's life, without causing any extra pain by kicking the bucket

I have an English project to do, a scrambled psyche and jesus christ I would kill for a joint right now.

It's hard to feel. I've gotten yelled at twice today pretty heavily and I didn't feel remorse, I didn't feel anything. Just there with the thought that I am ruining my future and ruining my parents' month

I want to be a normal kid with a normal life and with a normal mind. I don't like breathing, eating, and sleeping with no purpose. I want to actually live my life. And I just want something. I want to disappear. I want to please just stop being a burden.

Saying all this and all I can think is that I am lying. That's all I believe this all is, a big con for attention. There's so many reasons that have piled up to me feeling like this.

What should I do. Who should I talk to. What magical serum is gonna fix my stupid fucking head.
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2021.10.19 00:27 mtbcouple Daily Driver + Track Car?

Hello!
I am looking for a daily driver I can take to the track for under 45k.
Background:
I have had many cars in this segment. FR-S, Focus ST, EVO 10 (well, a tuned Ralliart), '99 track/autox prepped miata, BMW 228xi, and now a GTI (attached photo). I bought the GTI after the 228i was totaled- I wanted something a bit more practical, while also having a fun factor and a reasonably nice interior. I'm finding that while the GTI feels like a go-cart and is fun to a point, it is the least engaging and least tail-happy of all of my previous cars. The Focus ST is the closest comparison was an absolute hoot to drive at the limit. It would dip and dive, tail wagging, and was pretty quick, too. The GTI at the track is all business. It does exactly what you ask it to do, with no drama. Very German. I would bet it would be a fantastic race car with some camber and a rear sway.
Ok, here's the list.
Veloster N. New, or used with the performance pack. This would still provide some practicality while being a reasonable daily driver. It's not as boy racer as a Type R, but still has more visual appeal (to me) than the GTI. Cons- shitty interior, hard seats, no brand appeal (for me). Pros- much better steering feel, more chuckable, probaly quicker on track than the GTI (my gti is tuned), new warranty, massive 10 year powertrain warranty.
Porsche Cayman S, 987.2 (2009-2012). Pros- the ultimate driver's car, and it's beautiful. Fully bottomed out depreciation. It is german, so FCP Euro "free consumables" applies. I'll only have to pay for brakes, pads, hubs, and oil once. (for those not in the know: https://www.fcpeuro.com/page/lifetime-guarantee) Cons: Some storage space with the trunk and frunk, but it's not a true hatch. I couldn't bring track tires with me without trailering. No warranty. "old car" problems. Possibly expensive repairs. Imposter syndrome "Can that guy really afford a porsche? He's probably a dick" (you laugh, but it's real)
New 2022 BRZ/GR 86. I loved my FRS, but it was not powerful. The new cars look like they fixed every problem of the previous gen and broke nothing. Pro- good-looking cars, fun RWD, low cost consumables, great on track, looks like a good compromise between modern tech, looks, performance, and daily drivability. Cons: I want the GR-86 and there is no timeline for release. RWD, I am in NJ where it snows. I drove my FRS in the snow and could do it again, but FWD or AWD would be a clear winner especially if my wife, who is not a drift king, needs to drive somewhere in the winter and our other car is not available.
New Nissan Z Car. New car with Porsche performance and a lower price tag. I'm not sure how I feel about the looks, but it does look interesting. I've never been a Nissan guy, so I'm not sure about this one but it is in the segment.
Lastly- A BMW M2 or M-series car. Pro: The BMW feel is very premium. They are nice cars to be in and to spend time in. Quick, good track cars, FCP Euro free stuff applies. Cons: RWD (or x drive which would be a pro in the snow dept, but con in the performance department), not a hatch so limited storage/usability (can a set of track tires fit?), the market is super hot right now for used versions, they are substantially overpriced.

So, what car should I buy?
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2021.10.19 00:27 Naturema Is this weird

Two months ago my mother and sister offered to buy my baby a Halloween costume and hair care product for me as my hair was falling out due to hormonal changes. They bought the stuff so I figured well that’s thoughtful and I won’t buy my baby a Halloween costume as they bought more than one! I live states away from them. Fast forward to now and they still haven’t shipped anything out. My mother kept saying they can’t find tape or that my sister won’t ship it yet. They live on the same block as the postal service. What do you internet people make of this?
They have done other inconsiderate things in the past that makes me feel they are on some narcissist tactics right now.
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My windows laptop crapped out on me so my wife gave me her old MacBook.
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I cannot access certain websites (they will not load properly) on “my” laptop, but my wife’s newer (1-2 years) MacBook has no problem. The websites are cloud based websites I need to use to create bids.
Can I upgrade my OS or is this laptop too old? Full disclosure - I know nothing about computers or MacBooks.
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I have a 2007 Honda Civic LX which is my every day car. At the beginning of September, so about a month ago, I got the front calipers, brake hoses, pads, and rotors replaced on both sides. I started experiencing hissing kind of noise, squealing noise, whistling noise, etc. Point is my brakes seem to be very loud and obnoxious. I notice it more frequently when driving at slower speeds. For example on highways at high speeds and coming to a stop, the noise isn’t really present. On regular streets where I’m stopping often and frequently the noise is present. Anyone know what I can do about this? Am I gonna have to replace these month old rotors and pads?
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